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O.G. Mason 
P.D., age 73: Epithelioma 
1880-1885 (ca) 
  
Collotype, hand-coloured 
Private collection of John Wood 
 
LL/37726 
  
THIS PATIENT had always been a strong, healthy, hard-working man before the development of the epithelioma, and had worked generally with a pipe in his mouth. Two and a half years before the picture was taken, a small lump began to be felt on the left side of the lower lip. This became hard, superficially eroded, and covered with a scab. Gradually the growth invaded the greater portion of the lip, although it was over two years before destructive ulceration began. In the central portion of the lip there had been loss of tissue, and there was such a continual dribbling of saliva that the patient usually kept a handkerchief pressed upon his chin, and in sitting for his photograph it was necessary to put a rubber cloth over his breast to protect his clothing. The treatment of epithelioma usually demands prompt and active measures. The earlier the patch can be destroyed the better. When progress is very rapid, the immediate removal of the diseased part, or its complete destruction by means of a powerful caustic, is the only treatment worthy of being considered. In cases where the disease is not progressive, and especially where the patient objects to the knife or cautery, I would advise arsenic in small and long-continued doses. In the use of caustics failure and even harm often results from an insufficient application of the caustic, through fear of going too deeply, or causing too much pain. The growth, instead of being totally destroyed, merely becomes inflamed, and is stimulated to further increase in extent.
 
[George Henry Fox (1846-1937), American pioneer in dermatology]
 
Poem
 
I've asked and asked why God afflicted me.
I'm sure it's not for something I have done
for I've always done as I'd be done by
perhaps something I neglected to do.
But could it have merited such rebuke?
No blasphemy ever fell from where once
my lips were only praise and thanksgiving
for my lot. Now I'm reduced to drooling,
and must turn from my wife of fifty years,
whose lips I'd still be kissing had I still lips.
 
I've sometimes thought I am some modern Job
being tested, but no other tests have come:
my wife and children are all well; my wealth
has not diminished; boils have not appeared;
and I'm not even taunted by street boys:
they doff their caps, say "Morning, Sir," as if
nothing had changed at all. Quite clearly then
I am no Job, but I'm left more perplexed,
left without irony's odd benefit,
for I'm no blind poet no mute preacher
whose justifying iambics, whose prayers
set to do wonders, went undelivered.
I am an ordinary husband, father,
businessman, never stole from anyone
and had so many friends note the past tense.
 
Is there any meaning to this at all?
Perhaps it's in how I carry the pain.
I know that better men have suffered worse,
but that's a fact that little comforts me.
All suffering is singular. My pain
is not assuaged by pains which outreach mine,
and I find nothing in a neighbor's plight,
regardless how much worse it is than mine,
to take some sickening solace in. Of course
I'm glad I am not he, but just as glad
not to be some younger, unafflicted,
richer anyone, for he would not be
me, who's husband to an old wife, father
to children whose memory in my life
is worth more to me than my whole life's worth.
 
I most fear there's no meaning here at all,
no more than if I'd stumbled on a rock
and tripped: rock and stumble and trip: that's all.
But can caprice so drive our happiness,
shape our disgusts and failures, be the lures
that catch and pulley us, but not perhaps
to God but toward the alien banks, there
where all sense of stream collapses in air
that takes our breath away and leaves our eyes
shocked and milky, blinking at a world turned
too clear for previous vision. The brain
then reels, bolts, and goes out in brilliant, deep,
shimmering disasters of air and light.
 
Thoughts like these erode the heart. Don't listen,
Love; I'm a foolish old man, and these times
are bothersome, and I, occasionally,
melancholy, but Dr. Fox will help.
I'm sure, and think I'm sure we will kiss again
for surely there must be some meaning here.
 
John Wood
 
Source
 
John Wood Endurance and Suffering: Narratives of Disease in the 19th Century (Edition Galerie Vevais, 2009) [Note: First edition is dated March 2007 but was published in October 2008.] 
 

 
  
 
  
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